just thought i would update my journal, why not i havnt got anything else better to do.
not much has been happening really just chillin, exploring new things with Simon and striving everyday for that inner peace to return, it has been so long.
I have been trying out some great meditations lately all related to connection to body, they really are wonderful but its just my head space. a bit like mad womans piss (lol - donni) My oracle cards (all five decks of them) are staring at me i swear, begging me to come back - its just not as easy as i had hoped. Feels like ive just gone down a back street of life, takes a little bit longer, isnt really where you had intended to go, but in the end you meet up wth the road you were originally on and keep on keeping on. At the moment im lost in the bush, still trying to find that main road. Hopeful though, its just a hiccup.
.....I just read that back to myself and it made no sense....sorry. On the news at the moment they have this thing called 'jesus' camp where they have all the children and they are crying and proclaiming land for christ. the reporter was saying that it was likened to a cult. looks like where i came from school actually, wasnt any different, and ive been saying for years that place was a cult. I'll continue to put al my energy into the universe and learn from that, at least it makes sense. take from the earth, return to the earth, connection to body all of it, it makes practical sense.
Anyways the faeries are calling me back to the paddock. be good hey
Alex xoxoxo